I had a day a little wackier than I wanted... But at least I finally had some time to myself. Metal visited me a little earlier to ask about my favorite foods. Was he going to bring me something? Ah...! The idea was so cute. For my sake, though, I focused on redecorating my house. It's been too long!



I moved some furniture around, changed my photo frames, and worked on a special wall to display all the flowers Metal gave me over the years. I honestly didn't realize how long I was decorating until I had to turn my lamps on.



I thought I'd change my bedsheets while I was at it. I went to my bedroom, stared at my bed... Uh...



...



I thought about what we did recently. I was happy to hear he felt excitement like me... He really had no issue touching me, and uh... He sure learned how to play with me pretty fast. I surprised myself with how much I liked it... I even kinda liked that he was metallic...



He was careful as he fingered me, but he still moved with enough speed and pressure that I went crazy. Ugh, and some of the things he said...



I should've let him keep going. I felt like I was going to explode, but I also really wanted to explode, weirdly. He wasn't going to show up at my house for the next while since I told him we needed to be careful... The Chaotix were keeping an eye on me and it'd be a while until they backed off.



He said he was going to think about our first sexual experience constantly. W-was he a mess just like I was when he thought about it? He talked like he had fun... I still felt kinda bad, though. He gave me all the pleasure, but there wasn't a whole lot I could do to make him go crazy. Then again, he said things like 'I want to make you squirm under me'. Who just says that?! My face was on fire thinking about it. Squirm under him?!



Somewhere along the way of battling my conscience, I changed my bedsheets and wow I was still thinking about it. I wanted to know more about what he liked... I had to learn more about myself, too. I reacted in a few ways I didn't expect.



...



I left my house and went into the city. There was a store I passed by a million times that I never went into... It, uh, looked even more ominous in the night. I stared up at a big pink neon sign that said 'Adult Store'. I briefly checked around me to make sure I didn't see any familiar faces, then I walked in.



The cashier at the front didn't pay much attention to me, which was great since I felt like I was going to crumble if anyone spoke to me. I took a deep breath to try to calm myself. You're being ridiculous, Rosy! As an adult, I had full rights to be here! Still, for the first time in a long time, I felt intimidated.



I went past the front section with movies and random merch to get to the aisle where there were various sex toys. There were toys emulating all kinds of species, mostly various dildos and fleshlights, but there were some modeled after tails and tentacles... A lot of tentacles, actually. There were way too many options and a lot of them looked, uh, pretty big...



I went to a different aisle in hopes something less terrifying would pop out to me. There were smaller toys, vibrators of different shapes and sizes... I saw a pink wand that caught my interest. It was pretty cute and looked to have a surprising amount of firepower. The wand was more for stimulating the clit rather than going inside me entirely... Uh... I felt this was a good place to start.



Not that it'd feel just like Metal... But... What if he used it on me? I imagined our muzzles pressing together, a pleasurable shock exchanged between us, and then he raked his claws down my body. He stopped at my thighs and opened my legs wide to see me totally exposed.



A-and then he pressed the toy against me, the vibration already making me wildly shake. He rubbed against me with precision, his gaze on me, I already couldn't take it...!



'Take it,' he said, voice low and confident.



...



I grabbed the pink wand package and hugged it to my chest as I continued to browse. I wandered into a section full of lingerie... I bought a sexy gown earlier at a different store. These stockings were really cute and would match my gown, though they looked very delicate... What if they ripped?



...



I grabbed the stockings in my size and kept moving forward. There was various equipment, like whips, gags, straps... Uh... Maybe I wanted to learn more about the straps. I'd have to talk to Metal if he wanted to put anything on to... I-I was getting way too ahead of myself. We only had one experience together. Start small, Rosy! I eventually circled back around to the dildos and felt calm enough to give them another look.



As if the world was teasing me, I saw a dildo that was blue, black, and yellow, all swirled together in a fancy pattern. It had interesting bumps and ridges... It looked kinda big, but I could--



'Take it.'



My face was on fire. I barely knew what was happening to me. I took the package off of its shelf and examined it more.



... I wanted to go back home so badly.



I took a deep breath to calm myself again, then approached the check-out counter with as much confidence I could muster. I bought my three items without issue and rushed back to my house.



The dildo, out of its package and clean, was in my hands... It, uh... It felt big. Maybe I was a bit too ambitious. I liked the colors so much, though...



I-I mean... I certainly didn't mind the large size, but I couldn't say I really stuck something up myself before. The deepest I felt was honestly Metal's claws.



I was alone, I locked my door, closed my curtains... I settled in bed with my clothes off. I didn't exactly wanna just... stick it in there... I rubbed the dildo against my crotch and tried to relax.



I took a deep breath, closed my eyes... I imagined Metal above me, lovingly watching me. He lifted my chin with one of his hands and pressed our muzzles together for a sweet kiss. My lips tingled from the subtle shock between us. I kissed him again, I wanted to feel him again.



"This doesn't look like a flower," I teased as I rubbed his shaft.



He purred from my touch. "I have a different gift for you today, if you find yourself capable of receiving it."



"You think I can't handle you?" I huffed. "Try me."



He playfully pinned me against the bed and rubbed his shaft between my legs, each movement lubricating it from my own excitement. He warmed up with me, stroked me just right...



He inserted-- Nope. Nope. I opened my eyes. This thing was too big. I was going to rip myself apart if I actually managed to put it in.



... I... kinda wanted to? I mean...



"Different angle," I muttered to myself, rolling myself up and perching myself on my knees. I angled the slick dildo below me and took another deep breath.



I caught Metal by surprise and straddled myself over him instead. I was the one running the show. I grinned at him, loving the look in his eyes that said he was as excited to see me on top as he was frustrated that he wasn't showing me his power. I graced the tip of his cock between my legs and played just a little more. I took one of his hands to grab at my breasts. He squeezed my chest with one hand and gripped onto one of my thighs with the other.



I carefully guided myself down and penetrated myself with his slickened cock. Whew, it... It was actually in. I wasn't exactly sure what to think about it... It didn't feel amazing, but at the same time I really wanted to keep going to see how it'd change. He rocked his hips against me while I tried to figure out how to best move. I just went with what felt the most natural.



... Oh. Oh, it was starting to feel really good. I imagined his slow, thorough movements, then I bit my lip as I got onto it. The feeling deep inside was hard for me to put to words, but I just knew that it hit me in a way I needed to feel again.



"Oh, Metal," I said with an airy sigh. He heated up below me and began thrusting at a faster pace.



His cock was soaked by my excitement, each movement letting out an embarrassingly loud squelch. I felt good enough to bring myself down even more and let him go deeper.



I let out an accidental groan. It felt so good... I leaned over to kiss my lovely Metal, frustrated that he wasn't actually there. I wanted to let this building tension out because I was starting to go crazy!



He raked his claws slowly down my body, making me shiver. He went back up to my chest and focused on my nipples hidden by my fur. "Hooh..." I rocked my hips and increased my pace with him.



He flipped me over, slamming my back to the bed and opening my legs as he pressed himself against me. He went harder, watched me with full determination. He anticipated I'd wrestle with him, instead kissing me to keep me there. I arched my back and moaned against him.



Faster, faster... I was almost there... Almost...



Take it, take it, take it...



"Take it," he growled.



!!!



My everything shook. I threw myself back and experienced a deep sensation. Using my own hands was a pleasant spark... His hands were like an explosion. The dildo was like a strike of lightning. I felt another wave of pleasure even imagining him using it on me. How different would it feel? I wanted it. I wanted to know so badly... What was he doing to me?



I sighed in relief as my muscles relaxed. I just kinda kept the dildo in me as I reflected on all my thoughts.



I wasn't even sure how accurate my imagination was. We only ever had one sexual experience together, and it was only because he caught me doing it to myself. I wanted to know what he'd actually say to me... I wanted to hear him.



The way he held my wrist down before made me excited. I missed him... I wished he was here. I craved his voice, his touch, his body...



I was a total disaster. My own feelings were... Gah! I thought I'd be handling them better than I actually was. Since our romance was that much more real, thinking about him doing anything made my heart pound and my palms sweat.



I sent my love his way and hoped he felt it. Maybe he was thinking about me... I wondered if he craved my body just as much. I'd let him explore that impulse...



I took the dildo out and stared at what I did to it. Totally soaked, ridiculously shiny. I rubbed my thighs together.



...



I wanted to do it again. I checked my clock... Th-there was plenty of time left before I should sleep, so...!



I groaned, flipping myself around to lay on my stomach. I was going to do this all night, wasn't I?